May 7, 2010

I guess I should post up something...

Since it has been almost a month...
I have been working up until now because of a damn kidney infection (BLAH) and finals start on Monday. I have been really stressed out but I will get everything done, hopefully!!

The last few weeks with military guy have been quite interesting. One minute he strays away and I decide to go have my fun with other boys. Then next he is over to my house every day and is so sweet to me.

The last week has been interesting... A couple of months ago we had a talk about what drugs I have done, blah blah blah and this week we have finally done some together (well, the one that I LOVE)We have grown closer (maybe as just friends) because of an event in his life that is REALLY fucked up. I was there and listened to everything and did some research on her (ie background checks) to see if this chick was lying. I stayed up till 4am with him and had an 8am class... He really respected that.

I don't know why people tell me some of their most intimate secrets, like I'm some shrink or something. I guess I am just a trusting person?

I'm sad that he is leaving in less than a month, but I think it might be good for me. I can concentrate on school and work and have no life... haha

I got back in contact with SMY and we are having lunch (hopefully sushi) when I go back home.

I thought about quitting my job today and just doing the SD search once again. And then I remembered why I got a job in the first place... Consistent money, weekly basis, no taxes taken out. Yep, that sounds better than worrying about money from an inconsistent wannabe SD.

I'm still on the prowl and hopefully can meet up with Ivanka and Southern (Retired SB) while I'm back home. Gosh I miss those chick-a-dees