Things are rolling!

I got the job! I'm moving in a week and I will no longer be a College Sugarbaby. Sad day but OH SO relieving in the end! I'm ready to make my first million, with the help of an SD of course!

The hunt has been pretty boring and I can see right through most of the fakes on the websites this time around. I'm not really so desperate for cash these days and it shows from some of the messages that I feel I have no reason to respond to, which might be the majority of them. SB's can be picky too! Fuck that double standard!  I'm critical of everything and I can't help it, that's just me.

One online final for the rest of my life... This is my finals week... Sorry for those of you that aren't so fortunate. But I have paid my dues during the demanding semester.

Keep you dolls updated on the newly picked pots ;)

WOW I finally have a bit of time to actually write. 

I skipped class today and claimed a personal day

Graduating soon and so ready. 

No new news on SDs or pots really. Have some on the back burner but too busy to actually invest time. I guess if I don't find a job my SB career will prevail. 

Keep ya updated! 

Oh hello, you might not remember me....

I have been having no luck finding an SD so far. My life has been a whirlwind lately. School is SO busy, my professors are demanding so much out of me. Doctors appointments are getting out of control as well. I'm so ready for a break. I'm ready to have fun again.

On the bright side.... I am talking to an Architectural company about an internship.

Just a little update since I haven't updated in a month. Is the sugar slow for everyone else?

HOLLA!Ween weekend has already started off with a BANG. This is my favorite time of the year and one of my favorite holidays. I LOVE IT! What are you going to be for HOLLA!ween?

Cut off-- VENTING

So yesterday I was cut off by my father, which I knew was coming due to some events that had happened, but was still surprised at the fact he would do it.  How did he notify, you ask? Oh it was by email, possibly the most cowardly way to notify me. I'm still bitter, as I should be, and probably will be for the rest of my life.

What you don't know about me is that I had a full ride to a university to ride horses for four years. My school would have been completely paid for, no questions asked. This school was out of state and on the East coast. It's what I wanted to pursue since I was 7. My father disapproved of my equestrian career. Also, I had never really had a close relationship, which I wanted so badly. In my opinion, I think I would be a great daddy's girl, and is possibly why I like the Sugar world so much.

He had convinced me to stay in the state of Texas and not be so far away. Which I have no idea why, because I have free flight benefits and could have easily come home whenever I pleased. I ended up not going to go through with my dream because I wanted my father's approval and his offer sounded a lot better. Four years paid for and I wouldn't have to have a job, just needed to concentrate on grades.  DEAL

Present day: He barely gives me enough money to pay rent, had to get a job ( which I don't have a problem with as long as it doesn't get in my way of school). Since I have had the wreck I haven't been able to work. He cuts me off because I needed books and decided he couldn't give me any. I take one of the insurance checks and cash them to get books. What else was I supposed to do, sell drugs and or my body?

I know I can't blame him for not going and pursuing my dreams, but at least he could have kept his promise to me. I'm honestly excited to not have him in my life anymore. I don't have to worry about pissing him off with something I did. I don't have to even talk to him if I don't want to. He can't threaten me with money and wave it over my head.  

So the sugar daddy search is in full operation. Till then, canned food, rice, soups and paying bills with coins. SKINNY TIME!! Already lost 4 lbs, I'm kind of excited about it!

Sorry for this vent, I know that some of this may seem like I'm such a spoiled brat, but promise you I'm not.

Update... maybe? I have been toooooooo busy!

Sorry guys! I haven't updated in a month.

Birthday weekend was wild. I got sick from the weekend festivities.

I joined weight watchers and I'm going to start the p90x series. YAY to loosing more weight!

Had a preggers scare with Military guy. I was freaked the fuck out to say the least.

I got a few messages from pots. Nothing to report to you guys yet.

I want to update with  a hilarious SD date or something to amuse everyone, but that hasn't happened yet due to the business of school and life.

Found out that I might have to have surgery and that I have a pinched nerve from the wreck... sweeeeeeeeet, not!

Hope everyone is doing well, I haven't even read anybody's posts lately.

Mr. Downtown is coming around again... (he was the one who would mail me messages but wouldn't have anything but small talk and weather talk). He has come across 3 of my profiles now and has messaged every one. I'm not going to tell him it's me this time and see where it goes.
 I wonder if he is too dumb to figure out that it's the same person just a different picture.... PROBABLY! (knowing my luck)

SMY is being a douche lord, but what's new now since he has split up with his wife.

Getting my MRI done tomorrow, let's see if I have to have surgery... I won't freak out until the s word.

Classes start next week and I'm not looking forward to these LAST two semesters... FML I will have to change my blog title!! Then it's to the REAL sugar baby game, I'm just on training wheels right now.

Tool Bag!

Read bottom and move up! I thought I stayed pretty classy through the whole thing (all things considered). Hmmmm This day is interesting already.


Honestly, your looking for a whore, unfortunately for you, I'm not one of those. Maybe this site wouldn't be your best bet to find what you are looking for... Try craigslist! 

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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 11:16am

well without sounding like a jerk I'm looking for a young attactive lady to have fun with in hotel rooms a few times a month.
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 11:10am

depends... Want to go a little more in-depth?
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 11:04am

how open minded are you
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 10:45am

I just don't want to see people around town and they know me from the site. Classmates, friends, etc. Just too messy and I don't like messes. 
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 10:40am

i was just wondering since your head was cut off in picture.
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 10:39am

I don't need to be discreet....
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 10:36am

are you needing to be discreet?

HILAR!

READ FROM BOTTOM UP!! 


A-
Im a commitment phobe
To be happy
4'10", 300lbs, and 32 A
Princess is my name.... 

This is a joke right? Is this completely pre generated? 
______________________________________________________________
D-
Well why are you single? 
What are you looking for in a guy and a relationship? 
Whats your relationship "goal"?
If i may ask what happened with your ex?
Height/Weight/Bra size?
So can you tell me your name?
___________________________________________
ME- 
Thanks... 
I guess your question would be better answered by you... So what's the answer? My answer, maybe we are both bullshitters? Who knows. 
My name
_________________________________________
D- 
I really liked your profile, very nice and to the point. So what do you think we might have in common?
His name




Just thought I would share some of the BULL SHIT I have been wasting my time with... HAHA no I got some laughs out of it. What a joke!  I guess I get my amusement from time wasters these days. Hey at least I'm getting amusement! 

lunch

Just got done with an amazing lunch at one of the restaurants with SMY. He was looking great in his button up silk shirt and slacks. Not to mention his new cleanse that he did for a week I think he lost at least 10 lbs if not more.... SO HAWT! I wanted to do him in his new truck so bad!

We shared our entrees with each other. Ador!! I got the truffled mac n cheese and he got some type of shrimp thing. DELISH!

My friend texted me saying she was in town and was only around the corner so she came to say hi with her boyfriend (blah)  SMY bought us shots to take of tequila and they left. We chatted a little more about his day and his dates that he has had lately with other girls.... He is such a match.com whore. lol But honestly what else is he going to do while I'm not in town?!

The bill was $105 and had no problem paying for it.... YES!!!!!!!!! and left a 20% tip (I <3 his restaurant skills)
Going out probably Thursday on the town. Can we say B_O_T_T_L_E    S_E_R_V_I_C_E!!

Can't wait!

PS sorry it took so long for a new post but I'M BACK LADIES!!

So much drama as of late...

Got rear ended, hospital, physical therapy, military guy moving and I miss him so much, haven't been to class in 2 weeks (during summer),haven't worked in 3 weeks, dad is an asshole, mom has no money, had drinks with SMY. 

Whirlwind. 

I find myself coming back to this little community once again... and might I say it's bittersweet coming back. I liked having my own money to pay my bills and do anything I wanted with it. Didn't have to dress up for an old geezer just to be let down. 

I'm going back into the game girls!! 

HOPEFULLY starting with SMY!! I heart him and we always have fun. I think he is too much of a whore. But it was weird because he mentioned us marrying when I was having drinks with him. And lately it almost what I want, OK OK maybe not marrying, but just a stable relationship to get me out of this foggy "I want a relationship" mind set. I guess I'm just missing the cuddles and stupid pet names. I don't even care about sex right now (I'm in too much freaking pain). I JUST WANT TO CUDDLE... WTF is wrong with me?! 

I guess I should post up something...

Since it has been almost a month...
I have been working up until now because of a damn kidney infection (BLAH) and finals start on Monday. I have been really stressed out but I will get everything done, hopefully!!

The last few weeks with military guy have been quite interesting. One minute he strays away and I decide to go have my fun with other boys. Then next he is over to my house every day and is so sweet to me.

The last week has been interesting... A couple of months ago we had a talk about what drugs I have done, blah blah blah and this week we have finally done some together (well, the one that I LOVE)We have grown closer (maybe as just friends) because of an event in his life that is REALLY fucked up. I was there and listened to everything and did some research on her (ie background checks) to see if this chick was lying. I stayed up till 4am with him and had an 8am class... He really respected that.

I don't know why people tell me some of their most intimate secrets, like I'm some shrink or something. I guess I am just a trusting person?

I'm sad that he is leaving in less than a month, but I think it might be good for me. I can concentrate on school and work and have no life... haha

I got back in contact with SMY and we are having lunch (hopefully sushi) when I go back home.

I thought about quitting my job today and just doing the SD search once again. And then I remembered why I got a job in the first place... Consistent money, weekly basis, no taxes taken out. Yep, that sounds better than worrying about money from an inconsistent wannabe SD.

I'm still on the prowl and hopefully can meet up with Ivanka and Southern (Retired SB) while I'm back home. Gosh I miss those chick-a-dees

break time?

Life is going great! I'm making money, paying bills, drinking probably WAY too much. School is a tad bit stressful. I'm feeling right now I am that independent chicka moving my way up to a young professional. I think I'm going to put the profiles and everything on hold until I start to move down to Houston or up to Dallas. I know, I know... quitting on the sugar, shame on me. I'm just taking a tid bit of a break, I'll be back in action PROMISE!

I'm trying to keep up with all the updates on here, but it's so hard with school, work, laying out, working out, and maintaining a social life... oh and some little boys wrapped around my fingers (you know, to keep things interesting).  I hope everyone is doing well and I will try to comment as much as I can.

Keep it classy ladies!

How FUCKED is this?

I'm just giving up on men and boys (aren't they just all boys anyway?)... Can I be celibate for the rest of my life?

To give you the short story: military guy went to the bar WITH me and my friends, he saw someone from high school and talked to her all night pretty much, when ever we would go up to talk to him she would run away. ** CLUE** something was going on...

He comes home with me and says he has the girls keys in his pocket, I FUCKING DRIVE HIM BACK TO THE BAR. (ya I know fucking retarded of me) He is talking to her for what feels like 3 minutes, I counted down 5-4-3-2-1 and he finally got in the car. At this point I could totally tell what was going on and fully expected him to say "Hey you know what, I'm just going to go home with her"  that comment didn't happen until we got back to the house and an hour later, after  him telling me how much he liked me and how well he thought of me,etc. a.k.a. BUNCH OF BULL SHIT! I called him out on going a seeing that girl. I was right of course. I told him to go and have fun, but she probably isn't going to fuck as well as me and might be a stage 5 clinger. I should have just shut my mouth, he really didn't give two fucks about my opinion at that time.

I told him that's why I don't ever let my guard down and finally the person I choose to let it down for he screws me over. Now yes, I was trying to give him a bit of a guilt trip but it was very true at the time. I haven't cried over a guy in so long I don't even know how to cry over a guy anymore.

I deleted his number from my phone but I would really love to talk to him about how much it hurt me... or should I?!?

I'm so sick of guys. What would you do in this situation?

I'm probably still drunk writing this message because I couldn't get any sleep. It just kept playing over and over through my mind.

Got a job at the nursery across the street from my new place... DUDE! Working around flowers, working outside, getting a tan, blah blah blah... AMAZING!!

I think my $ugar is going to be put on hold for a bit.

I got a fish. He is pretty.

Sofa is coming later.

So, that's life right now. Renewed my membership for SD.com, Who knows if this is going to work, again...

What is going on with me?

Have you ever felt like you give a piece of your heart and soul to everyman you have sexual relations with?

I'm feeling that right now, I think I have mad feelings for Military guy. I just can't figure him out, which I usually read men right off the bat and can tell exactly what they are thinking when they are starting to think about it. I think he can't figure me out either and I might know why...

He used to be a quasi sugar baby! YES, it came up in conversation in between pausing an amazing movie. Although he never got an allowance and didn't even know he was being a sugar baby. I told him a little about SMY because I think wifey had called me from his phone since it was late and on a Friday night. Our calls are limited to weekdays during regular working hours. I'm too scared to text or call him back.

I got the feeling that Military guy was a little pissed off at this fact but was almost intrigued that I was smart enough to do something like this. He had made some snotty comment along the lines of "well I can't be your daddy" and halfway jokingly I said, "No, you're too young and don't have enough money to get your window fixed." I know, very low blow, but hey you mess with the bee she will sting you.

We have had almost some of the same experiences, sex is ok, but I don't think I turn him on enough... Maybe I'm just a fun little toy, like he is being for me. Am I over thinking this?

I feel like Belle/ Hannah from Secret Diary of a Call Girl in the past episodes with Duncan...

Any advice?

Short.... I know!

So Chitown called me last night while I was having fun with military guy... I was drunk and was loosing at pool... Yes I'm a bit of a shark. Anyway it was pointless banter that I wasn't interested in hearing. I acted like I couldn't hear him and just hung up... EWWWPSIES.

Military guy spent the night again. I get to go ride tomorrow... hopefully! I'm soooooo sleepy... I never get any sleep because I'm a very light sleeper and when I have someone else in my bed it's weird...

two midterms, two projects, two assignments due by this coming week... FML

Can't wait to see SMY, and all the other boys in my hometown. Can't wait to get my microwave. Can't wait to see mi madre....

I think I'm developing feelings for military guy... SHIT!

What?

I think my relationship with SMY is becoming more developed than I had thought. I had said something along the lines of "Have you ever thought about this crazy thing called a future together?" I know, I stopped myself mid sentence and said "Never mind it's really dumb, next subject." He insisted that I go on... His reaction shocked me. I thought he would be freaked out, but I think honestly he cares a lot about me. I mean a close second to his son. "Nicole, I have considered a future together, and honestly I think we would be great for each other, I mean look how much we talk each day, and we always have something to talk about." AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! WHAT?!?!?!

I told him I'm coming back to my hometown in 10 days. He is counting down the days, so cute! I asked him if he had an extra microwave because I don't have one right now... You never know how bad you need one until you don't have one... He says we can go have lunch (SUSHI PLEASE) and go by target and get one... How adorable! "Girls can't live without a microwave, that's just ridiculous." Maybe I can get a red one to match my coffee maker!

Date with homeboy, military guy was fun! Tied at pool and he spent the night. He is such a gentleman. Amazing at cuddling. I'm supposed to get a massage later this week!

Till then my sugar dumplings...
Luv y'all mean it!
Nicole
xoxo

Valentines Weekend...

I know it's super late! Ever since I have been back I have been crazy busy with school, moving, and just general life.

His name will be Chitown. He lives in Chicago, we met at a bar down on 6th, the dirty part of 6th... BLAH, but my friend wanted to go down there because she had never experienced 6th before...
He makes shit tons of money, looks goofy, travels ALL the time, has a condo in Chicago but I don't know where... Joan I need you to tell me if he is legit! Text messages, some convos on the phone. Going slow with him just because our lives are so busy right now.

In other news...
I think I have lost a little bit more weight, I moved out of my ghetto apartment... Pictures to come when I get a sofa and dining table. I have 7 guys (not daddies) coming after me... haha it's so much fun. I don't get it when I'm not looking they just come. I'm about to get a quasi- PR job for this little magazine in town. I LOVE my new place, it's so amazing. I'm thinking about getting a dog because I have a HUGE backyard so I have been looking online at adoptable doggies it's so much fun!

One of the 7 guys is in the military and inactive. SUCH a gentleman, going back to school, totally has potential for making shit tons. I might borrow his dog... OH and his parents have horses... YES!!!!!!!!! I miss riding SO much. I'm just ready for a nice day to go ride out there. He might be jealous of my skills. We have plans to go to this pool hall tonight, I'm a shark... I'm super excited hopefully I won't beat his ass too hard, whatever he is pretty good.  I'm sure I will update on that later.

So my sugar is depleting, Hopefully the Texas girls will reunite and tear up the town prowling for sugar in the near future.

Luv y'all Mean it!
Nicole
xoxo

My life has been so busy lately. I have been talking to SMY on the daily for at least an hour. I miss him and totally want to jump his bones as soon as I go back home.

Haven't heard back from country club guy. Poof? Who knows...

I need money STAT.

Costa Rica is going to happen over spring break... well that's the plan, who knows if it will change.

I don't know if I'm going to Vegas.... It's a damn shame...

I have lost more weight and I'm finally fitting into my jeans from 2 years ago... It's such a relief. Now to just keep up with it... I think my diet, which consists of cigarets, booze, 1-2 meals a day, and coffee are helping a lot... SOOOOO unhealthy I know, but I had to jump start it...

NEW JEANS HERE I COME!

New PotSD... More to come later, I don't want to jinx it.

Date with country club guy.

As you probably know, I was super nervous when I agreed to meet him this weekend. I was still hanging onto feelings from the events that happened in Denver. I was an hour late and apologized profusely. He drives a VERY nice mercedes convertible. We met at a chain restaurant in a city that is pretty close to us both. They have a mall, which is better than mine at school, but nothing like the galleria in Houston or Dallas. Lunch was good, I ate a salad because I'm back on the spring break diet and my stomach has shrank, yet again. The previous day I hadn't eaten dinner the only meal I had was lunch. OH the poor college diet! How we have the most amazing love/ hate relationship. I'm sure my liver loves me more... 


Anyway, we go to shop and pick out somethings. This mall really didn't have the best shoe collection, which was a shame because I heart shoes. He kept telling me that I left him off easy and that we would have to go to Dallas to go shopping one weekend to make it up to me. We had talked about the "arrangement" and talked about the horror stories from past pots (like denver) and his horror stories. It's was funny... He just gave this girl his credit card and she charged up $4000. HOLY SHITE! 


Anyway, he brought up the whole allowance thing, I was relieved. He said "So would 2-3000 be enough." AHHHHH YES!! I told him that my dad had pretty much cut me off without any warning and I had been busy trying to get a job or trying to find some money to get books. He told me "maybe I should just buy your books instead of spending $500 on shopping for you, since we only spent $50 today"  UMM YES!! 


He seems so nice and gentlemanly. He filled up my gas tank, got me a missing turning bulb. No cash in my pretty hand but I think better things will come with time. He mentioned going to Shreveport and New Orleans for little weekend trips when I want to get away...  That would be amazing! 


I hope I'm not jinxing it!


Ta-ta for now my sugar dumplings!