HILAR!

READ FROM BOTTOM UP!! 


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Im a commitment phobe
To be happy
4'10", 300lbs, and 32 A
Princess is my name.... 

This is a joke right? Is this completely pre generated? 
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D-
Well why are you single? 
What are you looking for in a guy and a relationship? 
Whats your relationship "goal"?
If i may ask what happened with your ex?
Height/Weight/Bra size?
So can you tell me your name?
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ME- 
Thanks... 
I guess your question would be better answered by you... So what's the answer? My answer, maybe we are both bullshitters? Who knows. 
My name
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D- 
I really liked your profile, very nice and to the point. So what do you think we might have in common?
His name




Just thought I would share some of the BULL SHIT I have been wasting my time with... HAHA no I got some laughs out of it. What a joke!  I guess I get my amusement from time wasters these days. Hey at least I'm getting amusement! 

lunch

Just got done with an amazing lunch at one of the restaurants with SMY. He was looking great in his button up silk shirt and slacks. Not to mention his new cleanse that he did for a week I think he lost at least 10 lbs if not more.... SO HAWT! I wanted to do him in his new truck so bad!

We shared our entrees with each other. Ador!! I got the truffled mac n cheese and he got some type of shrimp thing. DELISH!

My friend texted me saying she was in town and was only around the corner so she came to say hi with her boyfriend (blah)  SMY bought us shots to take of tequila and they left. We chatted a little more about his day and his dates that he has had lately with other girls.... He is such a match.com whore. lol But honestly what else is he going to do while I'm not in town?!

The bill was $105 and had no problem paying for it.... YES!!!!!!!!! and left a 20% tip (I <3 his restaurant skills)
Going out probably Thursday on the town. Can we say B_O_T_T_L_E    S_E_R_V_I_C_E!!

Can't wait!

PS sorry it took so long for a new post but I'M BACK LADIES!!

So much drama as of late...

Got rear ended, hospital, physical therapy, military guy moving and I miss him so much, haven't been to class in 2 weeks (during summer),haven't worked in 3 weeks, dad is an asshole, mom has no money, had drinks with SMY. 

Whirlwind. 

I find myself coming back to this little community once again... and might I say it's bittersweet coming back. I liked having my own money to pay my bills and do anything I wanted with it. Didn't have to dress up for an old geezer just to be let down. 

I'm going back into the game girls!! 

HOPEFULLY starting with SMY!! I heart him and we always have fun. I think he is too much of a whore. But it was weird because he mentioned us marrying when I was having drinks with him. And lately it almost what I want, OK OK maybe not marrying, but just a stable relationship to get me out of this foggy "I want a relationship" mind set. I guess I'm just missing the cuddles and stupid pet names. I don't even care about sex right now (I'm in too much freaking pain). I JUST WANT TO CUDDLE... WTF is wrong with me?! 

I guess I should post up something...

Since it has been almost a month...
I have been working up until now because of a damn kidney infection (BLAH) and finals start on Monday. I have been really stressed out but I will get everything done, hopefully!!

The last few weeks with military guy have been quite interesting. One minute he strays away and I decide to go have my fun with other boys. Then next he is over to my house every day and is so sweet to me.

The last week has been interesting... A couple of months ago we had a talk about what drugs I have done, blah blah blah and this week we have finally done some together (well, the one that I LOVE)We have grown closer (maybe as just friends) because of an event in his life that is REALLY fucked up. I was there and listened to everything and did some research on her (ie background checks) to see if this chick was lying. I stayed up till 4am with him and had an 8am class... He really respected that.

I don't know why people tell me some of their most intimate secrets, like I'm some shrink or something. I guess I am just a trusting person?

I'm sad that he is leaving in less than a month, but I think it might be good for me. I can concentrate on school and work and have no life... haha

I got back in contact with SMY and we are having lunch (hopefully sushi) when I go back home.

I thought about quitting my job today and just doing the SD search once again. And then I remembered why I got a job in the first place... Consistent money, weekly basis, no taxes taken out. Yep, that sounds better than worrying about money from an inconsistent wannabe SD.

I'm still on the prowl and hopefully can meet up with Ivanka and Southern (Retired SB) while I'm back home. Gosh I miss those chick-a-dees

break time?

Life is going great! I'm making money, paying bills, drinking probably WAY too much. School is a tad bit stressful. I'm feeling right now I am that independent chicka moving my way up to a young professional. I think I'm going to put the profiles and everything on hold until I start to move down to Houston or up to Dallas. I know, I know... quitting on the sugar, shame on me. I'm just taking a tid bit of a break, I'll be back in action PROMISE!

I'm trying to keep up with all the updates on here, but it's so hard with school, work, laying out, working out, and maintaining a social life... oh and some little boys wrapped around my fingers (you know, to keep things interesting).  I hope everyone is doing well and I will try to comment as much as I can.

Keep it classy ladies!

How FUCKED is this?

I'm just giving up on men and boys (aren't they just all boys anyway?)... Can I be celibate for the rest of my life?

To give you the short story: military guy went to the bar WITH me and my friends, he saw someone from high school and talked to her all night pretty much, when ever we would go up to talk to him she would run away. ** CLUE** something was going on...

He comes home with me and says he has the girls keys in his pocket, I FUCKING DRIVE HIM BACK TO THE BAR. (ya I know fucking retarded of me) He is talking to her for what feels like 3 minutes, I counted down 5-4-3-2-1 and he finally got in the car. At this point I could totally tell what was going on and fully expected him to say "Hey you know what, I'm just going to go home with her"  that comment didn't happen until we got back to the house and an hour later, after  him telling me how much he liked me and how well he thought of me,etc. a.k.a. BUNCH OF BULL SHIT! I called him out on going a seeing that girl. I was right of course. I told him to go and have fun, but she probably isn't going to fuck as well as me and might be a stage 5 clinger. I should have just shut my mouth, he really didn't give two fucks about my opinion at that time.

I told him that's why I don't ever let my guard down and finally the person I choose to let it down for he screws me over. Now yes, I was trying to give him a bit of a guilt trip but it was very true at the time. I haven't cried over a guy in so long I don't even know how to cry over a guy anymore.

I deleted his number from my phone but I would really love to talk to him about how much it hurt me... or should I?!?

I'm so sick of guys. What would you do in this situation?

I'm probably still drunk writing this message because I couldn't get any sleep. It just kept playing over and over through my mind.

Got a job at the nursery across the street from my new place... DUDE! Working around flowers, working outside, getting a tan, blah blah blah... AMAZING!!

I think my $ugar is going to be put on hold for a bit.

I got a fish. He is pretty.

Sofa is coming later.

So, that's life right now. Renewed my membership for SD.com, Who knows if this is going to work, again...