Jun 30, 2010

So much drama as of late...

Got rear ended, hospital, physical therapy, military guy moving and I miss him so much, haven't been to class in 2 weeks (during summer),haven't worked in 3 weeks, dad is an asshole, mom has no money, had drinks with SMY. 

Whirlwind. 

I find myself coming back to this little community once again... and might I say it's bittersweet coming back. I liked having my own money to pay my bills and do anything I wanted with it. Didn't have to dress up for an old geezer just to be let down. 

I'm going back into the game girls!! 

HOPEFULLY starting with SMY!! I heart him and we always have fun. I think he is too much of a whore. But it was weird because he mentioned us marrying when I was having drinks with him. And lately it almost what I want, OK OK maybe not marrying, but just a stable relationship to get me out of this foggy "I want a relationship" mind set. I guess I'm just missing the cuddles and stupid pet names. I don't even care about sex right now (I'm in too much freaking pain). I JUST WANT TO CUDDLE... WTF is wrong with me?! 


1 comment:

SunshineSugar said...

youre a girl and just need a little lovin'.... especially since it seems youre going through some hard times. its always nice to have someone around who genuinely cares for u when life gets tough. and also remember that everything passes! so cheer up buttercup soon and hold your head high and have funnnnn!! x3

PS- welcome back :)