Disastrous Trip To Denver

I had to get up at 7am, get dolled up, and make the two and a half hour drive down to the nearest International airport. 

When I landed, I called him.
"We are landed and headed to the gate" 
"You're early"
"Yep"
"Well call me when you have your bags and we will develop a secret hand shake"
"o............k" 


In my mind I was thinking "WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?!?!?!?!"

He pulls up in an old Mercedes soft top convertible. (clue #1: NO MONEY)

He gets out with OLD OLD jeans straight from the 80's, you know ACID WASH!! As well as an orange sweater that looked like you could get it at goodwill for $2 (clue #2: NO STYLE)

He looked 60 and looked like he was dying... (clue #3: PROBABLY NEEDED VIAGRA, I WASN'T GOING TO FUCK HIM)

He took me to the Coors Brewery Tour. It was dumb and completely pointless. I was in heels. He should have taken me to some wine tasting. (Clue #4)

His house was built in the 1950's, very awesome architecturally but decor wise IT WAS ATROCIOUS!!! He had granite TILE for the island (DUMB just get it as one piece cheap ass) His fridge was not sub zero, it was some cheap offbrand one... cook top was amazing, gas, viking. Stoves were OLD. Color choices were fucking ewwy.  You can tell so much from a guy's place. If he is cheap and likes to appear rich... which was def. the case with him. (clue #5)

anyway he had cooked me dinner, it was pretty good...  He MADE me stay up to watch some dumb ass movie with him. I bet him $50 that I wouldn't fall asleep during the movie (I knew he wasn't going to pay for my parking or my gas so I needed to make a bet at this point) He was being cheap with $50. FUCKING CHEAP ASS (sorry I'm just still bitter)

Movie ends and I want to go to bed... He doesn't offer me a guest bed room, he just automatically assumes that I'm going to sleep with him. At this point I really didn't care because I just wanted to go to sleep. He was horny and I was so fucking tired. This bed is super uncomfortable (CHEAP ASS BUY A NEW MATTRESS, I'm sure he had it since the 80's) He started rubbing my ass and my stomach and I wasn't buying it... I told him "I'm trying to sleep, I'm very tired" which lead to him doing it more and under my pjs. At this point I was getting super pissed and REALLY fed up for his lack of listening skills. I took his hand from under my pj pants and threw his hand back onto himself...

"JEEEEEEEZ"  is the next thing that came out of his mouth...
"Well I'm tired, I have a head ache, I don't feel like fucking you, and OH wait did I mention I was tired?"

I stayed in bed for most of the morning, I was awake but knew he didn't know I was awake. He finally walked in and I said "Hi" with a shit eating grin on my face and ready for this conversation... I could tell he HAD something on his mind. "What are we going to do today?"
"Change of plans, I'm going to take you back to the airport because I don't think we are a good mesh."
"o...k"
I got up, got ready, got everything packed, and we headed off to the airport in silence.
He gave me $100. We said our goodbyes.

So to change back my flight to SAT it was $170  I had to pay out of pocket... Good thing I brought cash with me... Had some good people watching for 4 hours while my plane came in. Had lunch, read a lot.  SMY was so cute. He was so worried about me, I almost started crying on the phone with him, but I knew it would ruin my pretty little made up face, So I made my self stop... He asked if I was ok and he was a good person to lean on in a time of need.

I got back to my normal self with attitude and headed back to Texas a changed woman...

Update, Finally!

Sorry I haven't been updating lately. Just thought I would give you more than just a couple of sentences for a week...

The night out with the Texas girls was amazing... I had some guy hit on me that told me,
        "I will support you financially, emotionally, and will be faithful to you."
        I responded, "I don't think you could afford me, I don't believe in being faithful, and seems like you have gotten a lot of dumb girls in your bed with that one, but you're talking to a smart girl right now, step up your game." He was instantly intrigued. Come to find out he was in the army rangers or something, aka couldn't afford me, He was leaving for Germany or Belgium within two weeks, and HE HAD THE RALPH LAUREN POLO GUY TATTOOED ON HIS CHEST... say it with me girls, "FUCKING DOUCHE LORD."

        Mean while the girls (Ivanka and Southern) had left me and went up to the bar... left me to fend for myself with this super dumb idiot guy. I forgave them. And then I met up with my brother downtown to give him a ride back to his house... well that didn't end till 5:30 in the morning and had to move the next day. It was dumb of me but whatev.

Lately...

I have been getting organized, talking to pots, and giving SMY's ego a complete boost... (which he completely needs)

The newest edition to the POT (haha see what I did right there?!) is Mr. Talkative.
Mr. Talkative talked my ear off yesterday when we spoke on the phone, but seems very serious about the whole meeting and shopping and his country club and house, did I mention BOAT!  He emails have been very grammatically correct (THANK GOD) and a pleasure to read. He lives out on a lake and has a boat and a dog and goes golfing and shopping and loves to eat up at the club house (I think is a 4 star restaurant). He wanted for me to come up to where he lives and go shopping and out to dinner on New Years Ever, but I had to break it to him that I would be babysitting or I would totally go... He has the voice of a pilot, which kinda freaks me out, because my father is a pilot... I really hope they don't know each other if he does do a little flying. Maybe I should ask...

Well now I'm off to go stroke SMY's ego for a little bit... aka "work".  So he is paying me to go through stuff in his office and whatnot. $20/hr pretty nice for him. Yesterday I had only worked like 2 or 3 hours and he said something about being generous before we talked about money.  "What about $100?"
"If you're really generous, you would give me a little extra."
WABAM!
A check written for $120 when I was only supposed to get paid for $40. All in a day's work, ladies... Now these checks should be reading $1000 and I wished he would have given me $200, but remember he is small time. I boost his ego, he buys me amazing sushi and takes me out for bottle service and what not, not to mention the drugs... excellente! I mean, NO! I don't do drugs!

I told SMY about Mr. Denver and he wants his "butt nutt" (yes that's the nick name he calls me, horrible I know, but he says it because he knows I hate it)  to be very safe and call him if ANYTHING goes wrong... Well you know how this little trip is on the weekend? He wants me to call him if there is an emergency so wifey doesn't get all in his business... I told him I was checking in with my bestie every couple of hours... Mr. Denver was completely fine with that as well. He said "I want you to feel comfortable, that way you will be more fun." HA! Well spoken my man...
Mr. Denver has two mountain houses and one or two in the city... We are supposed to head up to one of the mountain houses (whichever one isn't rented right now) for a night. UMM HOT TUBING IN SNOW AND FRESH AIR! I heart the mountains! He owns a mortgage company and mostly does commercial... so pretty wealthy... YAY!

Psycho in a hand basket called me yesterday, I thought it was Mr. Denver from his office, FUCKING WEIRDO! Thank god I was busy and had a friend in the car with me....

Mr. G messaged me the other day saying he would be in town in 4 weeks... YAY! waiting for his HAWT voice to give me a ring on my cute little phone. Have to keep in mind he is a little player, but looking at all my guys, I guess I am too...

Well, Off to "work" to get some money or lunch... I wonder what we will have for lunch time today...

Luv ya meant it!
- Nicole SS

Very first thing this morning... A call from SMY!
I LOVE  Monday mornings when he calls. And to know that the first thing after he gets out of his house, I am the one he calls.  It makes me have this huge shit-eating grin on my face. We had gotten on the subject of spoiling and how I needed to be spoiled again soon. He asked me if I had gotten everything I wanted from V.S. I told him sure, but I need more bras and don't get them from V.S. (having HUGE boobs suck! So freaking expensive for cute, good quality bras)  He wanted me to come by the office and be a little naughty secretary today, unfortunately I couldn't because I had to help my mom finish moving... which still isn't finished. I NEED A MASSAGE DADDY SMY! And preferably not from you, because you suck!

Mr. Denver called today, but my phone was in my car. I texted him back, and no reply. Maybe he is too old and doesn't know how to send texts? Who knows. If my mom can send texts, he should know how to...

Just a little post for now. The bath is calling my name and I can't resist it, like a mouse to a piece of cheese.

Toodles lovelies! (Almost getting delirious now, tehehe)

'09 in a nutshell- Hopes and Goals for 2010

2009 has been a HUGE learning experience for me. I look at back at where I was last year at this time and I am so thankful that (Insert higher being here) has planted me in this little sugary garden.

To give you a little insight on where I was last year, I was dating someone I went to high school with that I didn't know at the time. We became an item and were together for two years. He was the biggest bull-shitter I have ever known and I still love him. He was my first love. He had promised me everything under the sun and did everything he could do to get it for me. The only problem was, he didn't work that hard to get me everything under the sun he had promised. I was on the fast track to becoming the fiance, the wife, the mom, the bread winner of the family with a fiance, husband, the dad, that sat on his ass telling me about our kids and how they were growing up because he had no ambition.

One day I took a step back and realized I didn't want to be there. I wanted to be the fiance, the wife, the mom, who didn't really have to work, but did it to keep her busy and have some extra cash for shopping or fun vacations. I ultimately want to be the wife on the movie The Blind Side.
The wife that actually runs the house but makes it appear that her husband does.

I hope to find this one day in my life and I know it will come, for now I am just thankful that I get to be apart of the sugar lifestyle. To have gifts, to be adored by older men, to have a mentor (because my father decided to step down from that position when I was 3), to be treated like a princess and to show my appreciation to them.

The list for 2010:

• Never stray from the person I really am
• Get back into horseback riding
• Make myself more irresistible to men (aka loose a little more lbs and tone it up)
• Get an amazing internship
• Have amazing times with SDs while I still have time
• Get a trip to Europe 
• A new car (or new to me) a convertible would be amazing!
• Look the part as an SB and future business woman, no more t shirts :(
• Take golf lessons
• Piano lessons (that might have to come next year)
• Try to go to a yoga studio 3 times a week
• Finally get an allowance from a SD
• Get A's and B's this semester 
• Start reading more 

I'm sure I will add more later. I can't really think of all I want to accomplish this year. That's a pretty good list to start with.

I hope all of you have an amazing New Year! I will be baby sitting for a 6 year old. It shouldn't be THAT bad. Making easy money in the New Year!

SMY called to see what I was doing tonight. He almost got kicked out of his house last night. What a dumb ass! I told him I was baby sitting. I might spend the night with him after I get done with baby sitting, if he is at his other place.I think he is falling for me and I think it scares him, almost scares me a bit. He asked when I was going back to school and I said probably around the 13 or 14th. He knows I don't start school until the next week and asked me why I was going back so early and I told him I was going to go to Denver for a little vay-kay. He asked what I would do and why I was going. I almost mentioned that it was another guy taking me there. Should I let him know that it's an SD taking me there? I don't want him to think he is the only one I'm "waiting" around for. But I also don't want him to shove it in my face later. I know I should be honest with him, but I'm so torn. I don't want to hurt his feelings, if there are any. I think he is scared I might hurt him. He might be right.....

Haven't talked to Mr. Denver today. I wonder what he is getting into tonight...

How cool would it be to celebrate the New Year up in the mountains with champagne, hottubs, snow, all in an amazing log cobin.... May have to be on the list for next New Year! Or on the Dateline in a big yatch! DUDE! Lots to make come true in this next year. I better get busy!

Luv ya mean it, girls!

-Nicole SS

DENVER!!! I need help girls!

Girls, I might be going to Denver for a little weekend Vay-Kay. This guy is new, I guess I will call him Denver?

I haven't written about him yet even though we have been talking for a little while. His emails are funny, sarcastic, witty, pretty much everything that I am. He has a little foul mouth on him sometimes, but so do I. I was supposed to call him last night before I went to bed, but I ended up taking that absolutely AMAZING and divine cough syrup and slept on the couch instead of my bed. EWWWSPPPIES!!

Anyway he just mentioned something about a weekend up in Denver. Girls I need your help on Travel tips!! I'm leaving the 15th of Jan. and only staying till the 17th but I think that is enough time. I know I would probably need my own room and hotel. Even though I'm sure he has more than one house in CO. He is getting his secretary to look up flights. I hope hope hope it's first class.  I just now realized, I don't have any cold weather stuff to wear!! SHIT! I mean I have a ski jacket but I don't know how well it's going to keep me warm. I guess I have a pea coat. SHOPPING IS IN ORDER DADDY!

SO I have really never been around snow and I'm super excited. I went snowboarding when I was in high school but I wasn't in it for long. I ended up breaking my wrist so I was inside for the last 3 days. I LOVE SNOW! But that means no heels right?!? SO SHIT what am I going to wear?

SMY called me today pretty early, well earlier than his usual time. I didn't answer. Then I got a call from a blocked number. I never answer those, if they leave a voice mail, I might call them back. I called SMY back and he sounded pretty stressed.
"*wifey* went though my phone last night, she is probably going to call you."
"I think she already did, I didn't answer."
"OK, well I'll talk to you later."
"k bye."

I think I have broken down SMY a little more. I know why he wants me around. I remind him of a younger version of his wife. When she was skinny, athletic, beautiful, not a bitch, etc. I can deal with that. I know he won't get too attached just because he LOVE LOVES variety. I think I will keep him around for nights out to clubs and partying. He isn't really the ultimate sugar daddy. He is like the fun, little gift, drug, drinks, fill up my gas tank daddy. Nice to have around when I want to go crazy downtown or try a new sushi place, but sucks with the allowance and keeping his wife out of his phone. DRAMA! No, thanks. I'll pass!  I might need to teach him how to lie a little better.