Oh hello, you might not remember me....

I have been having no luck finding an SD so far. My life has been a whirlwind lately. School is SO busy, my professors are demanding so much out of me. Doctors appointments are getting out of control as well. I'm so ready for a break. I'm ready to have fun again.

On the bright side.... I am talking to an Architectural company about an internship.

Just a little update since I haven't updated in a month. Is the sugar slow for everyone else?

HOLLA!Ween weekend has already started off with a BANG. This is my favorite time of the year and one of my favorite holidays. I LOVE IT! What are you going to be for HOLLA!ween?

Cut off-- VENTING

So yesterday I was cut off by my father, which I knew was coming due to some events that had happened, but was still surprised at the fact he would do it.  How did he notify, you ask? Oh it was by email, possibly the most cowardly way to notify me. I'm still bitter, as I should be, and probably will be for the rest of my life.

What you don't know about me is that I had a full ride to a university to ride horses for four years. My school would have been completely paid for, no questions asked. This school was out of state and on the East coast. It's what I wanted to pursue since I was 7. My father disapproved of my equestrian career. Also, I had never really had a close relationship, which I wanted so badly. In my opinion, I think I would be a great daddy's girl, and is possibly why I like the Sugar world so much.

He had convinced me to stay in the state of Texas and not be so far away. Which I have no idea why, because I have free flight benefits and could have easily come home whenever I pleased. I ended up not going to go through with my dream because I wanted my father's approval and his offer sounded a lot better. Four years paid for and I wouldn't have to have a job, just needed to concentrate on grades.  DEAL

Present day: He barely gives me enough money to pay rent, had to get a job ( which I don't have a problem with as long as it doesn't get in my way of school). Since I have had the wreck I haven't been able to work. He cuts me off because I needed books and decided he couldn't give me any. I take one of the insurance checks and cash them to get books. What else was I supposed to do, sell drugs and or my body?

I know I can't blame him for not going and pursuing my dreams, but at least he could have kept his promise to me. I'm honestly excited to not have him in my life anymore. I don't have to worry about pissing him off with something I did. I don't have to even talk to him if I don't want to. He can't threaten me with money and wave it over my head.  

So the sugar daddy search is in full operation. Till then, canned food, rice, soups and paying bills with coins. SKINNY TIME!! Already lost 4 lbs, I'm kind of excited about it!

Sorry for this vent, I know that some of this may seem like I'm such a spoiled brat, but promise you I'm not.

Update... maybe? I have been toooooooo busy!

Sorry guys! I haven't updated in a month.

Birthday weekend was wild. I got sick from the weekend festivities.

I joined weight watchers and I'm going to start the p90x series. YAY to loosing more weight!

Had a preggers scare with Military guy. I was freaked the fuck out to say the least.

I got a few messages from pots. Nothing to report to you guys yet.

I want to update with  a hilarious SD date or something to amuse everyone, but that hasn't happened yet due to the business of school and life.

Found out that I might have to have surgery and that I have a pinched nerve from the wreck... sweeeeeeeeet, not!

Hope everyone is doing well, I haven't even read anybody's posts lately.

Mr. Downtown is coming around again... (he was the one who would mail me messages but wouldn't have anything but small talk and weather talk). He has come across 3 of my profiles now and has messaged every one. I'm not going to tell him it's me this time and see where it goes.
 I wonder if he is too dumb to figure out that it's the same person just a different picture.... PROBABLY! (knowing my luck)

SMY is being a douche lord, but what's new now since he has split up with his wife.

Getting my MRI done tomorrow, let's see if I have to have surgery... I won't freak out until the s word.

Classes start next week and I'm not looking forward to these LAST two semesters... FML I will have to change my blog title!! Then it's to the REAL sugar baby game, I'm just on training wheels right now.

Tool Bag!

Read bottom and move up! I thought I stayed pretty classy through the whole thing (all things considered). Hmmmm This day is interesting already.


Honestly, your looking for a whore, unfortunately for you, I'm not one of those. Maybe this site wouldn't be your best bet to find what you are looking for... Try craigslist! 

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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 11:16am

well without sounding like a jerk I'm looking for a young attactive lady to have fun with in hotel rooms a few times a month.
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 11:10am

depends... Want to go a little more in-depth?
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 11:04am

how open minded are you
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 10:45am

I just don't want to see people around town and they know me from the site. Classmates, friends, etc. Just too messy and I don't like messes. 
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 10:40am

i was just wondering since your head was cut off in picture.
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 10:39am

I don't need to be discreet....
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MESSAGE Dated - 20 August, 2010 10:36am

are you needing to be discreet?

HILAR!

READ FROM BOTTOM UP!! 


A-
Im a commitment phobe
To be happy
4'10", 300lbs, and 32 A
Princess is my name.... 

This is a joke right? Is this completely pre generated? 
______________________________________________________________
D-
Well why are you single? 
What are you looking for in a guy and a relationship? 
Whats your relationship "goal"?
If i may ask what happened with your ex?
Height/Weight/Bra size?
So can you tell me your name?
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ME- 
Thanks... 
I guess your question would be better answered by you... So what's the answer? My answer, maybe we are both bullshitters? Who knows. 
My name
_________________________________________
D- 
I really liked your profile, very nice and to the point. So what do you think we might have in common?
His name




Just thought I would share some of the BULL SHIT I have been wasting my time with... HAHA no I got some laughs out of it. What a joke!  I guess I get my amusement from time wasters these days. Hey at least I'm getting amusement! 

lunch

Just got done with an amazing lunch at one of the restaurants with SMY. He was looking great in his button up silk shirt and slacks. Not to mention his new cleanse that he did for a week I think he lost at least 10 lbs if not more.... SO HAWT! I wanted to do him in his new truck so bad!

We shared our entrees with each other. Ador!! I got the truffled mac n cheese and he got some type of shrimp thing. DELISH!

My friend texted me saying she was in town and was only around the corner so she came to say hi with her boyfriend (blah)  SMY bought us shots to take of tequila and they left. We chatted a little more about his day and his dates that he has had lately with other girls.... He is such a match.com whore. lol But honestly what else is he going to do while I'm not in town?!

The bill was $105 and had no problem paying for it.... YES!!!!!!!!! and left a 20% tip (I <3 his restaurant skills)
Going out probably Thursday on the town. Can we say B_O_T_T_L_E    S_E_R_V_I_C_E!!

Can't wait!

PS sorry it took so long for a new post but I'M BACK LADIES!!

So much drama as of late...

Got rear ended, hospital, physical therapy, military guy moving and I miss him so much, haven't been to class in 2 weeks (during summer),haven't worked in 3 weeks, dad is an asshole, mom has no money, had drinks with SMY. 

Whirlwind. 

I find myself coming back to this little community once again... and might I say it's bittersweet coming back. I liked having my own money to pay my bills and do anything I wanted with it. Didn't have to dress up for an old geezer just to be let down. 

I'm going back into the game girls!! 

HOPEFULLY starting with SMY!! I heart him and we always have fun. I think he is too much of a whore. But it was weird because he mentioned us marrying when I was having drinks with him. And lately it almost what I want, OK OK maybe not marrying, but just a stable relationship to get me out of this foggy "I want a relationship" mind set. I guess I'm just missing the cuddles and stupid pet names. I don't even care about sex right now (I'm in too much freaking pain). I JUST WANT TO CUDDLE... WTF is wrong with me?! 

I guess I should post up something...

Since it has been almost a month...
I have been working up until now because of a damn kidney infection (BLAH) and finals start on Monday. I have been really stressed out but I will get everything done, hopefully!!

The last few weeks with military guy have been quite interesting. One minute he strays away and I decide to go have my fun with other boys. Then next he is over to my house every day and is so sweet to me.

The last week has been interesting... A couple of months ago we had a talk about what drugs I have done, blah blah blah and this week we have finally done some together (well, the one that I LOVE)We have grown closer (maybe as just friends) because of an event in his life that is REALLY fucked up. I was there and listened to everything and did some research on her (ie background checks) to see if this chick was lying. I stayed up till 4am with him and had an 8am class... He really respected that.

I don't know why people tell me some of their most intimate secrets, like I'm some shrink or something. I guess I am just a trusting person?

I'm sad that he is leaving in less than a month, but I think it might be good for me. I can concentrate on school and work and have no life... haha

I got back in contact with SMY and we are having lunch (hopefully sushi) when I go back home.

I thought about quitting my job today and just doing the SD search once again. And then I remembered why I got a job in the first place... Consistent money, weekly basis, no taxes taken out. Yep, that sounds better than worrying about money from an inconsistent wannabe SD.

I'm still on the prowl and hopefully can meet up with Ivanka and Southern (Retired SB) while I'm back home. Gosh I miss those chick-a-dees

break time?

Life is going great! I'm making money, paying bills, drinking probably WAY too much. School is a tad bit stressful. I'm feeling right now I am that independent chicka moving my way up to a young professional. I think I'm going to put the profiles and everything on hold until I start to move down to Houston or up to Dallas. I know, I know... quitting on the sugar, shame on me. I'm just taking a tid bit of a break, I'll be back in action PROMISE!

I'm trying to keep up with all the updates on here, but it's so hard with school, work, laying out, working out, and maintaining a social life... oh and some little boys wrapped around my fingers (you know, to keep things interesting).  I hope everyone is doing well and I will try to comment as much as I can.

Keep it classy ladies!

How FUCKED is this?

I'm just giving up on men and boys (aren't they just all boys anyway?)... Can I be celibate for the rest of my life?

To give you the short story: military guy went to the bar WITH me and my friends, he saw someone from high school and talked to her all night pretty much, when ever we would go up to talk to him she would run away. ** CLUE** something was going on...

He comes home with me and says he has the girls keys in his pocket, I FUCKING DRIVE HIM BACK TO THE BAR. (ya I know fucking retarded of me) He is talking to her for what feels like 3 minutes, I counted down 5-4-3-2-1 and he finally got in the car. At this point I could totally tell what was going on and fully expected him to say "Hey you know what, I'm just going to go home with her"  that comment didn't happen until we got back to the house and an hour later, after  him telling me how much he liked me and how well he thought of me,etc. a.k.a. BUNCH OF BULL SHIT! I called him out on going a seeing that girl. I was right of course. I told him to go and have fun, but she probably isn't going to fuck as well as me and might be a stage 5 clinger. I should have just shut my mouth, he really didn't give two fucks about my opinion at that time.

I told him that's why I don't ever let my guard down and finally the person I choose to let it down for he screws me over. Now yes, I was trying to give him a bit of a guilt trip but it was very true at the time. I haven't cried over a guy in so long I don't even know how to cry over a guy anymore.

I deleted his number from my phone but I would really love to talk to him about how much it hurt me... or should I?!?

I'm so sick of guys. What would you do in this situation?

I'm probably still drunk writing this message because I couldn't get any sleep. It just kept playing over and over through my mind.

Got a job at the nursery across the street from my new place... DUDE! Working around flowers, working outside, getting a tan, blah blah blah... AMAZING!!

I think my $ugar is going to be put on hold for a bit.

I got a fish. He is pretty.

Sofa is coming later.

So, that's life right now. Renewed my membership for SD.com, Who knows if this is going to work, again...

What is going on with me?

Have you ever felt like you give a piece of your heart and soul to everyman you have sexual relations with?

I'm feeling that right now, I think I have mad feelings for Military guy. I just can't figure him out, which I usually read men right off the bat and can tell exactly what they are thinking when they are starting to think about it. I think he can't figure me out either and I might know why...

He used to be a quasi sugar baby! YES, it came up in conversation in between pausing an amazing movie. Although he never got an allowance and didn't even know he was being a sugar baby. I told him a little about SMY because I think wifey had called me from his phone since it was late and on a Friday night. Our calls are limited to weekdays during regular working hours. I'm too scared to text or call him back.

I got the feeling that Military guy was a little pissed off at this fact but was almost intrigued that I was smart enough to do something like this. He had made some snotty comment along the lines of "well I can't be your daddy" and halfway jokingly I said, "No, you're too young and don't have enough money to get your window fixed." I know, very low blow, but hey you mess with the bee she will sting you.

We have had almost some of the same experiences, sex is ok, but I don't think I turn him on enough... Maybe I'm just a fun little toy, like he is being for me. Am I over thinking this?

I feel like Belle/ Hannah from Secret Diary of a Call Girl in the past episodes with Duncan...

Any advice?

Short.... I know!

So Chitown called me last night while I was having fun with military guy... I was drunk and was loosing at pool... Yes I'm a bit of a shark. Anyway it was pointless banter that I wasn't interested in hearing. I acted like I couldn't hear him and just hung up... EWWWPSIES.

Military guy spent the night again. I get to go ride tomorrow... hopefully! I'm soooooo sleepy... I never get any sleep because I'm a very light sleeper and when I have someone else in my bed it's weird...

two midterms, two projects, two assignments due by this coming week... FML

Can't wait to see SMY, and all the other boys in my hometown. Can't wait to get my microwave. Can't wait to see mi madre....

I think I'm developing feelings for military guy... SHIT!

What?

I think my relationship with SMY is becoming more developed than I had thought. I had said something along the lines of "Have you ever thought about this crazy thing called a future together?" I know, I stopped myself mid sentence and said "Never mind it's really dumb, next subject." He insisted that I go on... His reaction shocked me. I thought he would be freaked out, but I think honestly he cares a lot about me. I mean a close second to his son. "Nicole, I have considered a future together, and honestly I think we would be great for each other, I mean look how much we talk each day, and we always have something to talk about." AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! WHAT?!?!?!

I told him I'm coming back to my hometown in 10 days. He is counting down the days, so cute! I asked him if he had an extra microwave because I don't have one right now... You never know how bad you need one until you don't have one... He says we can go have lunch (SUSHI PLEASE) and go by target and get one... How adorable! "Girls can't live without a microwave, that's just ridiculous." Maybe I can get a red one to match my coffee maker!

Date with homeboy, military guy was fun! Tied at pool and he spent the night. He is such a gentleman. Amazing at cuddling. I'm supposed to get a massage later this week!

Till then my sugar dumplings...
Luv y'all mean it!
Nicole
xoxo

Valentines Weekend...

I know it's super late! Ever since I have been back I have been crazy busy with school, moving, and just general life.

His name will be Chitown. He lives in Chicago, we met at a bar down on 6th, the dirty part of 6th... BLAH, but my friend wanted to go down there because she had never experienced 6th before...
He makes shit tons of money, looks goofy, travels ALL the time, has a condo in Chicago but I don't know where... Joan I need you to tell me if he is legit! Text messages, some convos on the phone. Going slow with him just because our lives are so busy right now.

In other news...
I think I have lost a little bit more weight, I moved out of my ghetto apartment... Pictures to come when I get a sofa and dining table. I have 7 guys (not daddies) coming after me... haha it's so much fun. I don't get it when I'm not looking they just come. I'm about to get a quasi- PR job for this little magazine in town. I LOVE my new place, it's so amazing. I'm thinking about getting a dog because I have a HUGE backyard so I have been looking online at adoptable doggies it's so much fun!

One of the 7 guys is in the military and inactive. SUCH a gentleman, going back to school, totally has potential for making shit tons. I might borrow his dog... OH and his parents have horses... YES!!!!!!!!! I miss riding SO much. I'm just ready for a nice day to go ride out there. He might be jealous of my skills. We have plans to go to this pool hall tonight, I'm a shark... I'm super excited hopefully I won't beat his ass too hard, whatever he is pretty good.  I'm sure I will update on that later.

So my sugar is depleting, Hopefully the Texas girls will reunite and tear up the town prowling for sugar in the near future.

Luv y'all Mean it!
Nicole
xoxo

My life has been so busy lately. I have been talking to SMY on the daily for at least an hour. I miss him and totally want to jump his bones as soon as I go back home.

Haven't heard back from country club guy. Poof? Who knows...

I need money STAT.

Costa Rica is going to happen over spring break... well that's the plan, who knows if it will change.

I don't know if I'm going to Vegas.... It's a damn shame...

I have lost more weight and I'm finally fitting into my jeans from 2 years ago... It's such a relief. Now to just keep up with it... I think my diet, which consists of cigarets, booze, 1-2 meals a day, and coffee are helping a lot... SOOOOO unhealthy I know, but I had to jump start it...

NEW JEANS HERE I COME!

New PotSD... More to come later, I don't want to jinx it.

Date with country club guy.

As you probably know, I was super nervous when I agreed to meet him this weekend. I was still hanging onto feelings from the events that happened in Denver. I was an hour late and apologized profusely. He drives a VERY nice mercedes convertible. We met at a chain restaurant in a city that is pretty close to us both. They have a mall, which is better than mine at school, but nothing like the galleria in Houston or Dallas. Lunch was good, I ate a salad because I'm back on the spring break diet and my stomach has shrank, yet again. The previous day I hadn't eaten dinner the only meal I had was lunch. OH the poor college diet! How we have the most amazing love/ hate relationship. I'm sure my liver loves me more... 


Anyway, we go to shop and pick out somethings. This mall really didn't have the best shoe collection, which was a shame because I heart shoes. He kept telling me that I left him off easy and that we would have to go to Dallas to go shopping one weekend to make it up to me. We had talked about the "arrangement" and talked about the horror stories from past pots (like denver) and his horror stories. It's was funny... He just gave this girl his credit card and she charged up $4000. HOLY SHITE! 


Anyway, he brought up the whole allowance thing, I was relieved. He said "So would 2-3000 be enough." AHHHHH YES!! I told him that my dad had pretty much cut me off without any warning and I had been busy trying to get a job or trying to find some money to get books. He told me "maybe I should just buy your books instead of spending $500 on shopping for you, since we only spent $50 today"  UMM YES!! 


He seems so nice and gentlemanly. He filled up my gas tank, got me a missing turning bulb. No cash in my pretty hand but I think better things will come with time. He mentioned going to Shreveport and New Orleans for little weekend trips when I want to get away...  That would be amazing! 


I hope I'm not jinxing it!


Ta-ta for now my sugar dumplings!

ex is pulling bullshit again... I remembered why we broke up. New boy toy is wrapped around my little finger. So is the other one, he wants my vagine really bad. I just need SDs to do this... and give me a feraking monthly allowance.

Funk

I'm in a HUGE one...

• I can't buy books because I have no money.
• I have been wearing the same contacts since July. 
• Father is going through a divorce that is changing my needs to a SD that will give me a pretty hefty allowance (I looked at expenses and need at least $600 for my apartment) 
• I haven't been talking to many SDs ( I'm still scared about what happened with Mr. Denver) 
• This job hunting sucks in this town because it's all fast food restaurants 
• The strip club I was going to be a cocktail waitress at does only BYOB (yes, so classy!)

BLAH! Just needed to get it out... 

AND I NEED A SUPER SD TO COME TO MY RESCUE!
Maybe I should just start stripping... I would def. need to get tan for that.
Escort? Wouldn't know how to be in the game. I guess it's sort of like being a sugar baby but I will have to give out my pussy at the end of the night.
FUCK!
Going to one of the flower shops today to see if they need help with valentines and making arrangements  , yes that is one of the many talents I have. Hopefully they offer me a job part-time! 

Part dose

So I kept up with pot. from Houston while I was in Denver. We texted the whole time and I let him know that I would be flying back into Houston. I mentioned something about relieving some stress from the day in Denver by going out on the town with a friend that lives in Houston. After I found out she was busy and had other plans, I texted him saying I had a change of plans and probably wouldn't stay unless he wanted to do to quick meet up somewhere, possibly drinks because I needed to give my liver a little workout from the stress from Denver... To which he said...
"Well, I know so good places in Houston to go out."
"I need to change, I can't go out like how I am." (at this point I was in half day old make up, jeans, a tshirt, and boots... Not going out material...
"That's ok you can change at my place, if you want."
"Sounds like a plan."

He gives me directions, then I get confused, then he texts me his address...
I pull into the garage and I see Benzes, Bentleys, BMWs, Audis, Lexi, etc. (SCORE!)
He carries my bag into his loft and it's like a maze to get to it...
He makes me a drink, we talk, blah blah blah, then I give him options of what I have to go out in... We choose and I change while he watches some tv in the living room...

I must admit, I looked pretty damn cute! We get into his BENZ L350 and head to this bar with the black band. THEY WERE SOOOOOOO GOOD! Buys me drinks, we dance, I get tipsy because I hadn't had anything to eat and wasn't hungry. It's about 1:30 and we decide to go back to his place. We get back and we watch tv, then we start to kiss, and then we do the dirty. It was really good! We don't get to bed until 5:30 or 6:00am and I woke up at 9:00am to a band playing.... FML. We have sex again, talk, and cuddle. It's 1:00pm and we decide to go to lunch. I take a shower and get cleaned up and we head out.

Haven't talked to him lately. Sent him a text a couple of days ago, but no response. I'm not really that worried about it. SO MUCH NEW NEWS LADIES!
Yes, I just have to give you the cliff hanger!

Disastrous Trip To Denver

I had to get up at 7am, get dolled up, and make the two and a half hour drive down to the nearest International airport. 

When I landed, I called him.
"We are landed and headed to the gate" 
"You're early"
"Yep"
"Well call me when you have your bags and we will develop a secret hand shake"
"o............k" 


In my mind I was thinking "WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?!?!?!?!"

He pulls up in an old Mercedes soft top convertible. (clue #1: NO MONEY)

He gets out with OLD OLD jeans straight from the 80's, you know ACID WASH!! As well as an orange sweater that looked like you could get it at goodwill for $2 (clue #2: NO STYLE)

He looked 60 and looked like he was dying... (clue #3: PROBABLY NEEDED VIAGRA, I WASN'T GOING TO FUCK HIM)

He took me to the Coors Brewery Tour. It was dumb and completely pointless. I was in heels. He should have taken me to some wine tasting. (Clue #4)

His house was built in the 1950's, very awesome architecturally but decor wise IT WAS ATROCIOUS!!! He had granite TILE for the island (DUMB just get it as one piece cheap ass) His fridge was not sub zero, it was some cheap offbrand one... cook top was amazing, gas, viking. Stoves were OLD. Color choices were fucking ewwy.  You can tell so much from a guy's place. If he is cheap and likes to appear rich... which was def. the case with him. (clue #5)

anyway he had cooked me dinner, it was pretty good...  He MADE me stay up to watch some dumb ass movie with him. I bet him $50 that I wouldn't fall asleep during the movie (I knew he wasn't going to pay for my parking or my gas so I needed to make a bet at this point) He was being cheap with $50. FUCKING CHEAP ASS (sorry I'm just still bitter)

Movie ends and I want to go to bed... He doesn't offer me a guest bed room, he just automatically assumes that I'm going to sleep with him. At this point I really didn't care because I just wanted to go to sleep. He was horny and I was so fucking tired. This bed is super uncomfortable (CHEAP ASS BUY A NEW MATTRESS, I'm sure he had it since the 80's) He started rubbing my ass and my stomach and I wasn't buying it... I told him "I'm trying to sleep, I'm very tired" which lead to him doing it more and under my pjs. At this point I was getting super pissed and REALLY fed up for his lack of listening skills. I took his hand from under my pj pants and threw his hand back onto himself...

"JEEEEEEEZ"  is the next thing that came out of his mouth...
"Well I'm tired, I have a head ache, I don't feel like fucking you, and OH wait did I mention I was tired?"

I stayed in bed for most of the morning, I was awake but knew he didn't know I was awake. He finally walked in and I said "Hi" with a shit eating grin on my face and ready for this conversation... I could tell he HAD something on his mind. "What are we going to do today?"
"Change of plans, I'm going to take you back to the airport because I don't think we are a good mesh."
"o...k"
I got up, got ready, got everything packed, and we headed off to the airport in silence.
He gave me $100. We said our goodbyes.

So to change back my flight to SAT it was $170  I had to pay out of pocket... Good thing I brought cash with me... Had some good people watching for 4 hours while my plane came in. Had lunch, read a lot.  SMY was so cute. He was so worried about me, I almost started crying on the phone with him, but I knew it would ruin my pretty little made up face, So I made my self stop... He asked if I was ok and he was a good person to lean on in a time of need.

I got back to my normal self with attitude and headed back to Texas a changed woman...

Update, Finally!

Sorry I haven't been updating lately. Just thought I would give you more than just a couple of sentences for a week...

The night out with the Texas girls was amazing... I had some guy hit on me that told me,
        "I will support you financially, emotionally, and will be faithful to you."
        I responded, "I don't think you could afford me, I don't believe in being faithful, and seems like you have gotten a lot of dumb girls in your bed with that one, but you're talking to a smart girl right now, step up your game." He was instantly intrigued. Come to find out he was in the army rangers or something, aka couldn't afford me, He was leaving for Germany or Belgium within two weeks, and HE HAD THE RALPH LAUREN POLO GUY TATTOOED ON HIS CHEST... say it with me girls, "FUCKING DOUCHE LORD."

        Mean while the girls (Ivanka and Southern) had left me and went up to the bar... left me to fend for myself with this super dumb idiot guy. I forgave them. And then I met up with my brother downtown to give him a ride back to his house... well that didn't end till 5:30 in the morning and had to move the next day. It was dumb of me but whatev.

Lately...

I have been getting organized, talking to pots, and giving SMY's ego a complete boost... (which he completely needs)

The newest edition to the POT (haha see what I did right there?!) is Mr. Talkative.
Mr. Talkative talked my ear off yesterday when we spoke on the phone, but seems very serious about the whole meeting and shopping and his country club and house, did I mention BOAT!  He emails have been very grammatically correct (THANK GOD) and a pleasure to read. He lives out on a lake and has a boat and a dog and goes golfing and shopping and loves to eat up at the club house (I think is a 4 star restaurant). He wanted for me to come up to where he lives and go shopping and out to dinner on New Years Ever, but I had to break it to him that I would be babysitting or I would totally go... He has the voice of a pilot, which kinda freaks me out, because my father is a pilot... I really hope they don't know each other if he does do a little flying. Maybe I should ask...

Well now I'm off to go stroke SMY's ego for a little bit... aka "work".  So he is paying me to go through stuff in his office and whatnot. $20/hr pretty nice for him. Yesterday I had only worked like 2 or 3 hours and he said something about being generous before we talked about money.  "What about $100?"
"If you're really generous, you would give me a little extra."
WABAM!
A check written for $120 when I was only supposed to get paid for $40. All in a day's work, ladies... Now these checks should be reading $1000 and I wished he would have given me $200, but remember he is small time. I boost his ego, he buys me amazing sushi and takes me out for bottle service and what not, not to mention the drugs... excellente! I mean, NO! I don't do drugs!

I told SMY about Mr. Denver and he wants his "butt nutt" (yes that's the nick name he calls me, horrible I know, but he says it because he knows I hate it)  to be very safe and call him if ANYTHING goes wrong... Well you know how this little trip is on the weekend? He wants me to call him if there is an emergency so wifey doesn't get all in his business... I told him I was checking in with my bestie every couple of hours... Mr. Denver was completely fine with that as well. He said "I want you to feel comfortable, that way you will be more fun." HA! Well spoken my man...
Mr. Denver has two mountain houses and one or two in the city... We are supposed to head up to one of the mountain houses (whichever one isn't rented right now) for a night. UMM HOT TUBING IN SNOW AND FRESH AIR! I heart the mountains! He owns a mortgage company and mostly does commercial... so pretty wealthy... YAY!

Psycho in a hand basket called me yesterday, I thought it was Mr. Denver from his office, FUCKING WEIRDO! Thank god I was busy and had a friend in the car with me....

Mr. G messaged me the other day saying he would be in town in 4 weeks... YAY! waiting for his HAWT voice to give me a ring on my cute little phone. Have to keep in mind he is a little player, but looking at all my guys, I guess I am too...

Well, Off to "work" to get some money or lunch... I wonder what we will have for lunch time today...

Luv ya meant it!
- Nicole SS

Very first thing this morning... A call from SMY!
I LOVE  Monday mornings when he calls. And to know that the first thing after he gets out of his house, I am the one he calls.  It makes me have this huge shit-eating grin on my face. We had gotten on the subject of spoiling and how I needed to be spoiled again soon. He asked me if I had gotten everything I wanted from V.S. I told him sure, but I need more bras and don't get them from V.S. (having HUGE boobs suck! So freaking expensive for cute, good quality bras)  He wanted me to come by the office and be a little naughty secretary today, unfortunately I couldn't because I had to help my mom finish moving... which still isn't finished. I NEED A MASSAGE DADDY SMY! And preferably not from you, because you suck!

Mr. Denver called today, but my phone was in my car. I texted him back, and no reply. Maybe he is too old and doesn't know how to send texts? Who knows. If my mom can send texts, he should know how to...

Just a little post for now. The bath is calling my name and I can't resist it, like a mouse to a piece of cheese.

Toodles lovelies! (Almost getting delirious now, tehehe)