Jun 30, 2010

So much drama as of late...

Got rear ended, hospital, physical therapy, military guy moving and I miss him so much, haven't been to class in 2 weeks (during summer),haven't worked in 3 weeks, dad is an asshole, mom has no money, had drinks with SMY. 

Whirlwind. 

I find myself coming back to this little community once again... and might I say it's bittersweet coming back. I liked having my own money to pay my bills and do anything I wanted with it. Didn't have to dress up for an old geezer just to be let down. 

I'm going back into the game girls!! 

HOPEFULLY starting with SMY!! I heart him and we always have fun. I think he is too much of a whore. But it was weird because he mentioned us marrying when I was having drinks with him. And lately it almost what I want, OK OK maybe not marrying, but just a stable relationship to get me out of this foggy "I want a relationship" mind set. I guess I'm just missing the cuddles and stupid pet names. I don't even care about sex right now (I'm in too much freaking pain). I JUST WANT TO CUDDLE... WTF is wrong with me?!