So yesterday I was cut off by my father, which I knew was coming due to some events that had happened, but was still surprised at the fact he would do it. How did he notify, you ask? Oh it was by email, possibly the most cowardly way to notify me. I'm still bitter, as I should be, and probably will be for the rest of my life.
What you don't know about me is that I had a full ride to a university to ride horses for four years. My school would have been completely paid for, no questions asked. This school was out of state and on the East coast. It's what I wanted to pursue since I was 7. My father disapproved of my equestrian career. Also, I had never really had a close relationship, which I wanted so badly. In my opinion, I think I would be a great daddy's girl, and is possibly why I like the Sugar world so much.
He had convinced me to stay in the state of Texas and not be so far away. Which I have no idea why, because I have free flight benefits and could have easily come home whenever I pleased. I ended up not going to go through with my dream because I wanted my father's approval and his offer sounded a lot better. Four years paid for and I wouldn't have to have a job, just needed to concentrate on grades. DEAL
Present day: He barely gives me enough money to pay rent, had to get a job ( which I don't have a problem with as long as it doesn't get in my way of school). Since I have had the wreck I haven't been able to work. He cuts me off because I needed books and decided he couldn't give me any. I take one of the insurance checks and cash them to get books. What else was I supposed to do, sell drugs and or my body?
I know I can't blame him for not going and pursuing my dreams, but at least he could have kept his promise to me. I'm honestly excited to not have him in my life anymore. I don't have to worry about pissing him off with something I did. I don't have to even talk to him if I don't want to. He can't threaten me with money and wave it over my head.
So the sugar daddy search is in full operation. Till then, canned food, rice, soups and paying bills with coins. SKINNY TIME!! Already lost 4 lbs, I'm kind of excited about it!
Sorry for this vent, I know that some of this may seem like I'm such a spoiled brat, but promise you I'm not.
6 comments:
=[ Sorry to hear about being cut off. BUT it seems like you have enough smarts to get a new daddy who will treat you like a princess =] Good luck!!!!
Sorry to hear all of this honey. You will prevail though! -many females have... and this kind of gives you that extra boost to get a legitimate/generous SD :) Love your "looking at the glass 1/2 full" approach at the end! Keep us updated & good luck with it all x3
Awwweee, my dear, I am so sorry about the way things have played out so far. The struggle that sometimes happens in life sucks :( A lesson we all have to learn of living our life for ourselves or for others. But, I have faith that you can indeed get back into you dream career! Plus, you can take this time and get slim, trim, & toned. You'll come out renamed: super bangin' body SB :)
Hugs ♥
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Hell, I'm an SD in Texas and I feel for you and the situation.
Hope things improve for you soon.
Thanks for all the support guys! I really appreciate it!
Okay I'm 18 and totally new to the whole sugar daddy and sugar baby idea but I read through your post and have almost the exact same situation. (I just didn't have any full rides to college and my dad cut me off senior year.) but anyways just wanted to say I can totally relate and if sugar daddies work for you then hell, go for it! I haven't had one yet but I am looking because I need the financial support for college. Also I'd like that "father figure" I never had and have nice things along the way. Anyways just wanted to let you know I'm in the same boat so you're not alone! :)
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